Suicidal Thoughts
As this dark cloud called life surrounds me
I look around and see nothing but fear
My life is like any other; there is no excitement, nor danger
It is average it is plain
That is the fear I see
A fear of my life repeated
My life is meaningless in every sense,
As I feel the hurt of millions I cry alone
Others are laughing as I am crying
Others are being born while I slowly die
This is not a life; it is a soul imprisoned by a body
Blocking it from happiness
Suicidal thoughts run though my head
Should I continue this endless, painful life?
Or should I take the calling of my lord?
As I sit here alone the thoughts become so clear
I am so close to being happy and the path seems so easy
This is my final breath; these are my final words
If only life gave me another chance, gave me a little more love
Maybe then I would not be here alone,
Maybe I would have had a chance to live
The darkness closes in on me, the light dies down,
The voices all seem to stop, the feelings all seem to vanish
My life is over, I see no more
While others go out there day as normal as the last
I die alone
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